tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15743798551502182702024-03-13T23:10:10.558-07:00Awesomeness Development (& Happiness) DirectiveLife is an opportunity for us all to develop our awesomeness. But for those with AD/HD, it's an imperative. We must develop our gifts lest our challenges consume us. Fortunately, when we do that... we find happiness! So ROCK YOUR ADHD!Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.comBlogger63125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-48883368028613559512017-10-01T07:45:00.000-07:002017-10-01T07:45:00.141-07:00The Spiritual Side of ADHD and Hoarding<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "source sans pro" , sans-serif; font-size: 22px; line-height: 28.6px;">I interviewed Dr. Melva Green of the TV show “Hoarders,” who told me why we stockpile our stuff and how we can let go of it.</span><br />
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I had the opportunity to have lunch with psychiatrist Dr. Melva Green, an anxiety disorder specialist on the A&E TV show <em style="box-sizing: inherit;">Hoarders</em>. Have you seen it? There is something particularly frightening about this show to anyone who has the cluttery-type of ADHD. (I just made that up. Are there any other types?)</div>
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<a href="https://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=1574379855150218270" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"></a>When I ask Dr. Green about the connection between ADHD and <a href="https://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/8111.html" style="box-sizing: inherit; color: #007a8d; text-decoration: none; word-break: break-word;">hoarding disorder</a> (which was recently designated as a distinct form of mental disorder instead of a type of OCD), she says, “Many, many hoarders have ADHD, and all with ADHD are at risk of becoming hoarders.”</div>
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When I ask her why that is, she explains, “those with ADHD become hoarders by losing focus and moving on to the next thing before finishing the last one. This problem becomes pathological when their perception becomes so distorted they can’t see the whole picture. They may be focused on a lamp, a piece of clothing, a painting, and lose track of their supportive relationships.”</div>
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I ruminate, as we share French fries, about my own closets, shelves, and basement. Without children around, the house now seems full of, well, just <em style="box-sizing: inherit;">stuff</em>. A lifetime — three lifetimes — of memories, collections, current and former passions are stacked or stuffed on bookshelves, in drawers, in boxes, and sometimes in dreaded <em style="box-sizing: inherit;">piles</em>. Yet all of these things are full of meaning and will take a certain strength to part with. I mention my confusion.</div>
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“It’s OK,” Green says compassionately. “It makes sense. Cognitive disorganization leads to physical disorganization.” She dips into the barbecue sauce and continues. “You have to be honest with yourself. Don’t take it personally that you have problems. We all need to learn what we do well, and get help with what we don’t know. The only difference between hoarding and collecting is… <em style="box-sizing: inherit;">staying</em> organized!” Which is not easy for those with ADHD.</div>
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Green acknowledges the difficulty and talks about how those with ADHD need to connect with others who see them as whole people, and who get their <em style="box-sizing: inherit;">difference</em> without pathologizing them. “Medical treatment doesn’t acknowledge the spiritual side of the disorder.” When I press Dr. Green — who has been intuitively gifted since she was a child — about the spiritual side, she talks about the “aha” moments when we begin to see the connection between our internal and external states.</div>
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When you watch the TV show, the psychiatrists, therapists, and counselors appear for just a few minutes to help hoarders get to the breakthrough that allows movers to clear the junk out—but the true challenge comes after the show is over. Transformation doesn’t always happen because, she says, “It is a practice. A spiritual practice.” I ask her what makes it spiritual, and she says, “Spiritual, in that you find room to breathe.”</div>
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Dr. Green co-authored the book <a href="https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1582704570/ref=as_li_qf_sp_asin_il_tl?ie=UTF8&tag=nhm00-20&camp=1789&creative=9325&linkCode=as2&creativeASIN=1582704570&linkId=b7f9f69962e9fb1de48dc8aaa8b4cdee" style="box-sizing: inherit; color: #007a8d; text-decoration: none; word-break: break-word;" target="_blank"><em style="box-sizing: inherit;">Breathing Room</em>: <em style="box-sizing: inherit;">Open Your Heart by Decluttering Your Home</em></a>, which is full of tools to address the spiritual side of clutter. In the book, she talks about the difference between hoarders and regular clutterers, in that hoarders can’t prioritize which objects are of greater value than the others. “When faced with a decision to choose between a tangle of wire hangers and a childhood photo album, a hoarder will panic. It’s a near-impossible decision for them to make.”</div>
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The ADHD connection is clear here; prioritizing does not come naturally to us, and <a href="https://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/21/12371.html" style="box-sizing: inherit; color: #007a8d; text-decoration: none; word-break: break-word;">choosing can be agony</a>. But sometimes we do know how we feel. When we are clear about what we want, our strength of focus flows through us and we can move mountains.</div>
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Dr. Green’s last bit of advice is scientifically proven. “Meditation is crucial. It helps us be clear.”</div>
Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-82476901755459995842017-09-03T07:42:00.000-07:002017-09-03T07:42:07.160-07:00The World Is ADHD Enough<span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', sans-serif; font-size: 22px; line-height: 28.6px;">What if James Bond had ADHD? Would The World Be Enough?</span><br />
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Once, while the guys were watching a James Bond movie in the other room, the out-of-context gunshots and explosions were rubbing me the wrong way, and I got to thinking about how people say “society encourages us all to be ADHD.”</div>
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Before I understood the medical side of ADHD, I agreed with those who say we are all more distracted, hyperactive, and impulsive, because of <a href="https://www.additudemag.com/slideshow/185/slide-1.html" style="box-sizing: inherit; color: #007a8d; text-decoration: none; word-break: break-word;">all the screens</a> in our faces. In the time that I have been on the planet, the Internet went from a sci-fi idea to a thing you could surf to a basic need like beds and sheets and water and cars (all of which you can now buy on the Internet, of course). There were kids, in my childhood, who would watch TV for hours each day, but they were neither normal nor the norm. Today, nearly a third of American children live in a household where the television is on all, or most of, the time.</div>
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Ours isn’t, but we may, at any given time, have up to seven screens on in the living room between all of our laptops and cell phones. We laugh over the fact that going to movies is the only time our family of three ever has a one-screen experience anymore.</div>
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But some things are just crazy-making. To me the world itself seems to have gone completely ADHD whenever:</div>
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Still, we don’t see real life reflected back in art and the media. On TV shows, people walk around their houses without the constant soundtrack or chatter, having dialogue where one person finishes a sentence before another starts. Where they do one thing at a time, deliberately, with a quality of presence that is impossible to achieve in real life when there’s something interesting on TV, a ping sounds on the phone, or someone starts laughing at a meme thread they just have to share.</div>
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And there’s James Bond, sauntering through explosions. Really? Talk about hyperfocus! Do you ever see him frazzled? I’d like to know how he would handle <em style="box-sizing: inherit;">frazzled</em>, the way it happens in my crazy world, the real crazy world where people don’t chase each other through the streets with guns but do get hysterical because someone lost their keys or forgot their bag or couldn’t get started or missed a detail or a blew a deadline or just didn’t think to fully communicate.</div>
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Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-51399380747916936442017-08-06T07:35:00.000-07:002017-08-06T07:35:05.578-07:0031 Flavors: the Torment of Choice<h3>
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While the rest of my family sat there enjoying their chocolate fudge, their mint chocolate chip, or their orange sherbet cones, I tried to decide if I wanted pistachio more than black walnut or piña colada more than bubble gum. I would so avoid making the wrong choice, I ended up with two flavors on a cone so opposite in flavor that they tasted awful together.</div>
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If little choices were this difficult, how on earth would I face the big ones? Where to go to college? When and whom to marry? What career path to take? And, God forbid, what if I had to navigate an unplanned pregnancy?</div>
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Everyone struggles with choice in America. At the supermarket, we find 81 varieties of crackers, 285 kinds of cookies (21 of them chocolate chip), 51 kinds of bottled water, etc., etc., and we have to make decisions on all of them.</div>
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They say there are two kinds of decision-makers: <a href="http://www.nicholasreese.com/decide/" style="box-sizing: inherit; color: #007a8d; text-decoration: none; word-break: break-word;">Maximizers and Satisficers</a>. Maximizers try to make exactly the right decision, get the most out of every choice, and therefore get as much information as they need before choosing. Satisficers take what comes to them, settle for less, and are happy with what they have. Clearly, I was a maximizer as a child. Entering Baskin-Robbins, a satisficer might order the first kind of ice cream she sees when she walks in, or just choose a flavor she knows she likes every time.</div>
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There are pros and cons to each type of decision-making, but in the big picture, maximizers suffer a higher psychological toll, becoming more stressed, more anxious, and more disappointed when their expectations aren’t fulfilled. Maximizers tend to make more money, but satisficers feel more satisfied in the end.</div>
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I am going to go out on a limb here and guess that people with the inattentive type of ADHD tend to be satisfiers and those with the hyperactivity molecules tend to be maximizers, but the good news is, we have a choice in how we make choices. And different decisions call for different styles.</div>
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The two <a href="https://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/8655.html" style="box-sizing: inherit; color: #007a8d; text-decoration: none; word-break: break-word;">types of decision-makers</a> reflect our brain’s two decision-making processes: rational and intuitive, or conscious and unconscious. Those of us with racing brains assume we are doing the right thing to work our pros and cons lists, to shop in three places, or to compare all the different qualities of the things between which we are choosing. Curiously, this is true for small but not large decisions. When we read the labels on our shampoo bottles and comparison-shop for smaller items, we make decisions we are happier with. With bigger decisions, we need to listen to our gut. Studies show that people actually are more satisfied with their decisions when they take in all the information and then turn their minds to other things, making their final decision with a gut feeling.</div>
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People with ADHD have to be extra-careful not to become stuck in the<a href="https://www.additudemag.com/slideshow/79/slide-1.html" style="box-sizing: inherit; color: #007a8d; text-decoration: none; word-break: break-word;">paralysis of analysis</a> and the shutdown of overwhelm. This is when we need to learn to trust our intuition. We make big choices best when we get all the information our rational minds can handle…and sleep on it. Literally.</div>
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I now go into an ice cream store and pick a flavor like a normal person, because someone helped me realize that <em style="box-sizing: inherit;">it doesn’t really matter</em>. Powerful words. The worst possible thing that could happen to me if I make the wrong choice is… I would still be eating ice cream.</div>
Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-42737814230694678212017-07-02T07:32:00.000-07:002017-07-02T07:32:08.275-07:00Ablution Performance 101<span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', sans-serif; font-size: 22px; line-height: 28.6px;">Simple hygiene is sometimes outside the scope of ADHD.</span><br />
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I have this amazing girlfriend, whom I shall call Gladiolus. We met in<a href="https://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/16/9277.html" style="box-sizing: inherit; color: #007a8d; text-decoration: none; word-break: break-word;">kindergarten</a> and became close friends in high school when we agreed that one shouldn’t wear plastic in one’s hair. (It was the ’80s.) She has a delightful sense of humor and a fully engaged mind. Over the years, we have assembled a group of delightful, engaged human beings around us, and we have, as mothers, made some more.</div>
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Whenever I <a href="https://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/9772.html" style="box-sizing: inherit; color: #007a8d; text-decoration: none; word-break: break-word;">travel</a> to her house for a visit, I am in awe of her bathing sensibilities. Her various bathrooms are always clean and appointed not only with soothing colors but interesting and uncluttered arrangements of vials and doo-dahs, all of which, upon closer inspection, have interesting and meaningful and beautiful things on the labels, including organic ingredients, funny sayings, deep thoughts, or comic insights.</div>
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Gwendolyn’s bathrooms reveal the orderly thinking of a composed mind. The steps of her ablution are evident in the accessories: matching shampoo and conditioner, milled soap inside a loofa, and a neatly hung razor under a mirror in the shower. The products make it clear what one’s shower tasks are, without any distractions. Around her bathtub, beautiful containers full of scented bath products and sample packets are artfully arranged near neatly stacked jars of salt and sugar scrubs and a wooden bristle brush. All of these are emblems of her personal motto, which you find in the signature of her emails: “Be well, find joy, and exfoliate.”</div>
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Yet for all this attention to little luxuries (a bath at her house will take me hours, because I have to open every jar and smell every product), Genevieve can prepare herself in minutes flat and be ready for the day. Her ritual takes her into the bathroom for short dips between making food and getting dressed. By 7 a.m. the dogs are walked, breakfast is ready, her eyebrows and jewelry are on, and all she needs to do is take out the hot curlers and put on her shoes.</div>
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These are the thoughts that run through my head as I get out of the shower at her house and rummage under the sink for a towel. She showed me where they were when I came in, but doing things in the right order is never my strong suit; I put foundation on my face as an afterthought. I am grateful for the feminine culture we’ve shared over the years; my own ablution performance went from a loathsome childhood routine to a pursuit of pampering and rituals of self-care.</div>
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Gwyneth and I raised sons together. We both provided them with soap and toothpaste and the things boys need to grab in the shower. I tried for years to impart the “5 things” bath/shower routine that took me 34 years to come up with (shampoo, condition, wash face, shave legs, and I know there was a fifth thing, oh yeah, soap up the armpits) to Enzo, but the bottle of teenage cleanser never got any emptier, even when he swore he’d washed his face. I learned to consider it a triumph that he remembers to brush his teeth nightly and flosses when told.</div>
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At 18, though, he really does smell nice. He has finally found an ablution routine that makes his brain click. I have to give Old Spice credit for manufacturing creative, funny matching shampoo and deodorant flavors for young men. And I have to give Gardenia credit, too: It was her son who turned Enzo on to “scent layering,” a new fashion frontier for boys.</div>
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Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-73324490702436831872017-06-04T07:27:00.000-07:002017-06-04T07:27:02.441-07:00Impulsive? Instinctive? Intuitive? Or Inspired?<h3>
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Because of the way <a href="https://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/10117.html">our brains</a> are wired, people with ADHD have the potential to access creativity in more powerful ways than most people realize. Long before it was defined as a disorder, many great artists, thinkers, explorers, and leaders through the ages struggled with ADHD symptoms, driven by something inside that looked, on the outside, like madness.<br />
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What is that thing inside that drives us, the thing that on the good days doesn’t feel like madness? It is enormously important for all human beings to learn to tune into their intuition, to trust their gut feelings, but this can be a challenge when your mind has so, so, so much to say. In our moments of genius, we are moving with grace while trusting our instincts. But trusting our instincts can also get us into trouble.<br />
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What all these motivational I-words have in common is that they are all connected with the subconscious. What is the difference between impulsivity, instinct, inspiration, and intuition? When some sparkly idea calls to you, something that aligns with what you already know, or with questions you have, pursuing it feels irresistible, inspired. But children who feel inspired and act accordingly are hard for teachers and parents to keep up with, and need to learn to control their impulsive behavior. We help them to do so by getting them to slow down and become conscious of their actions.<br />
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It’s the same with adults. The difference between random idiocy and reactivity, versus inspired, powerful action, has to do with knowing yourself.<br />
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Do your impulses come from curiosity, or are they reactions to feeling unheard, bored, or anxious? Are they part of a greater theme? Or are they habits held over from an earlier time in our lives? If we take the time to unravel those urgent feelings, we can find out if they have a deeper purpose or need to be released. But with ADHD, sometimes those urgent feelings are part of the background noise, and we need to calm them, not unravel them.<br />
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<a href="https://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=1574379855150218270" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"></a>All humans struggle with creativity and self-expression. Creativity is a spiritual urge as much as sex is a physical one, and on these paths we want to be inspired, not impulsive. Yet pursing these paths also calms us, keeps us sane, and gives our life meaning. In some countries, mental illness is recognized as “unheard muse” issues, a.k.a. blocked or stifled creativity. Recognizing and responding to our callings makes and keeps us sane.<br />
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Clearly there is a difference between following your dreams and following every whim that comes into your head. One creates a rich and purposeful life; the other takes us in circles and prevents us from carving a deep groove. Those of us with neurological tendencies toward the disorderly mind of ADHD need to become keenly aware of our own motivations, and use all of our tools—rituals, routines, and rewards, personal supports, nutrition and exercise, medication and medication—to choose between the thoughts that take us toward our callings and the ones that keep us stuck.<br />
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Slow down and listen to your dreams and ideas. They may be lofty or humanitarian or creative. Or they may be self-interested, like making money or having nicer things. Whatever they are—graduating from college, having your socks match, or finishing the book you started—becoming conscious of your motivations will make them real. When your impulses align with your inspiration, you can trust your instincts and thus develop your intuition.<br />
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And that is called using your imagination.Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-8215405048782517022017-05-04T16:09:00.000-07:002017-05-04T16:09:03.241-07:00Third Time’s the Charm<div class="magarticledek" style="background-color: white; color: #770000; font-family: Arial; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; margin: 5px 0px;">
There’s an art to getting out the door and staying married—and I discovered it. Or, I should say, my husband did.</div>
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I was so proud of myself, in my late 20s, that I had finally gotten my leaving-the-house foibles figured out. When my boyfriend (and-future-father-of-Enzo), "Dave," moved in with me, I remember crowing about how awesome it was that I could now get out the door with only three trips back inside.</div>
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"I remember crowing about how awesome it was that I could now get out the door with only three trips back inside."</div>
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His reaction surprised me. It was critical, not supportive. “That’s unacceptable,” he said, glowering at me from the passenger’s seat, where he had been sitting for the past 15 minutes. Actually, I think he laughed and said, “That’s ridiculous. When it’s time to go, you go.” Whatever he said, his strict attention motivated me to start keeping my keys in the same place, to have two pairs of glasses, and to put lipstick on in the car.</div>
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I was so proud of myself in my 30s when I recognized how often I made it out of the house on the first try. When there was dressing up involved, or a small child in tow, I’d make allowances, but, by golly, I had really improved! “Dave,” however, who always knows where his stuff is, and who mystically follows the same routines at every dressing and departure, was still less than impressed.</div>
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His constant frustration became a source of enlightenment when he met my Great Uncle Zazen.</div>
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Uncle Zazen is married to Enzo’s Great Auntie Twinkle, who, when my mother asked her to be my godmother, embraced the “fairy” aspect of it and made me a wand. She is a highly sane person who knows she talks too much, has trouble keeping track of things, and needs to dance or ice skate every day in order to get anything done. (She is also of the generation that does not believe in ADHD, so we are not going to go there.) We were at a family wedding, clustered in rooms together, and all trying to get ourselves out the door. “Dave” noticed Uncle Zazen sitting calmly on the couch, reading a book. He was startled by his serenity.</div>
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My uncle explained that, as a practicing Buddhist, he had learned not to try to control her flow but to relax and let it happen. When he is ready to go, he explained, he sits down and relaxes. He does not get up off the couch until Auntie Twinkle is on the porch… or actually in the car and it is started (a sure sign she has the keys). “Dave” was agog. This moment changed his life, and our marriage. Now it doesn’t matter how many times I have to go back. He is happily engaged in a pastime of his choice, with a few more minutes to watch or play.</div>
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And I rejoice at how far we have come, each of us: Me in the realm of being more deliberate and prepared, “Dave” in the realm of being patient and peaceful. One less struggle is one more triumph.</div>
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<em>Kristen Caven is a mother and a writer, a mover and a shaker, and a creative force in her community. To her, ADHD stands for “<a href="http://kbc-on-add.blogspot.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">Awesomeness Development & Happiness Directive</a>.” Learn more at <a href="https://kristencaven.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">www.kristencaven.com</a>.</em></div>
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Simple hygiene is sometimes beyond ADHD ability</div>
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I have this amazing girlfriend, whom I shall call Gladiolus. We met in <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/16/9277.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">kindergarten</a> and became close friends in high school when we agreed that one shouldn’t wear plastic in one’s hair. (It was the ’80s.) She has a delightful sense of humor and a fully engaged mind. Over the years, we have assembled a group of delightful, engaged human beings around us, and we have, as mothers, made some more.</div>
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Whenever I <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/9772.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">travel</a> to her house for a visit, I am in awe of her bathing sensibilities. Her various bathrooms are always clean and appointed not only with soothing colors but interesting and uncluttered arrangements of vials and doo-dahs, all of which, upon closer inspection, have interesting and meaningful and beautiful things on the labels, including organic ingredients, funny sayings, deep thoughts, or comic insights.</div>
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Gwendolyn’s bathrooms reveal the orderly thinking of a composed mind. The steps of her ablution are evident in the accessories: matching shampoo and conditioner, milled soap inside a loofa, and a neatly hung razor under a mirror in the shower. The products make it clear what one’s shower tasks are, without any distractions. Around her bathtub, beautiful containers full of scented bath products and sample packets are artfully arranged near neatly stacked jars of salt and sugar scrubs and a wooden bristle brush. All of these are emblems of her personal motto, which you find in the signature of her emails: “Be well, find joy, and exfoliate.”</div>
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Yet for all this attention to little luxuries (a bath at her house will take me hours, because I have to open every jar and smell every product), Genevieve can prepare herself in minutes flat and be ready for the day. Her ritual takes her into the bathroom for short dips between making food and getting dressed. By 7 a.m. the dogs are walked, breakfast is ready, her eyebrows and jewelry are on, and all she needs to do is take out the hot curlers and put on her shoes.</div>
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These are the thoughts that run through my head as I get out of the shower at her house and rummage under the sink for a towel. She showed me where they were when I came in, but doing things in the right order is never my strong suit; I put foundation on my face as an afterthought. I am grateful for the feminine culture we’ve shared over the years; my own ablution performance went from a loathsome childhood routine to a pursuit of pampering and rituals of self-care.</div>
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Gwyneth and I raised sons together. We both provided them with soap and toothpaste and the things boys need to grab in the shower. I tried for years to impart the “5 things” bath/shower routine that took me 34 years to come up with (shampoo, condition, wash face, shave legs, and I know there was a fifth thing, oh yeah, soap up the armpits) to Enzo, but the bottle of teenage cleanser never got any emptier, even when he swore he’d washed his face. I learned to consider it a triumph that he remembers to brush his teeth nightly and flosses when told.</div>
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At 18, though, he really does smell nice. He has finally found an ablution routine that makes his brain click. I have to give Old Spice credit for manufacturing creative, funny matching shampoo and deodorant flavors for young men. And I have to give Gardenia credit, too: It was her son who turned Enzo on to “scent layering,” a new fashion frontier for boys.</div>
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<em>Kristen Caven is a mother and a writer, a mover and a shaker, and a creative force in her community. To her, ADHD stands for “<a href="http://www.kbc-on-add.blogspot.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">Awesomeness Development & Happiness Directive</a>.” Learn more at <a href="https://kristencaven.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">www.kristencaven.com</a>.</em></div>
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When I became a mom, I loved being the one who would make the world come alive with my <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/2536.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">morning routines</a>. Opening windows, making food, and getting the kid where he needed to go were powerful actions. But, on the other hand, I struggled with the routines. The early years were the hardest and the sweetest; the hours sucked, but I was well paid, with baby smiles and toddler phrases. The last few were a different kind of grind.</div>
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But without the tight schedule of day-to-day parenting, I had to come face to face with my own ADHD, which I had treated with the stabilizing structure of motherhood.</div>
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When Enzo drove off to college (in his own car, which he had been saving up for since he was eight!), I had mixed feelings, as every parent does. Alongside the “<em>Oh, my God, how will I ever live without seeing that face every day</em>” was this thought: “<em>Thank God—it was either him or me.</em>”</div>
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When he was a baby, little E was the cutest, perkiest little bright-eyed thing. Especially at six. Fricking. O’Clock. Mornings had been a different kind of hard since he forgot how to wake up. Since he started sleeping through the nice-mommy morning wake-up back-rubs.</div>
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I had to invent the mean mommy, the passive-aggressive mommy, and the annoying mommy who would pick up his cell phone and start checking his text messages, because nothing <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/slideshow/106/slide-1.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">wakes you up</a> like that particular flavor of adrenaline when a parent is snooping. I mean nothing: not loud noises, not alarms, not light, not music, not having the covers torn off. (Except maybe squirt bottles. And I felt too guilty to do that more than once.)</div>
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The constant roller coaster of success and failure wore me out. When Enzo finally left, to a place he had chosen, to an idyllic college life that was made possible by 18 years of pushing and pulling by his parents, my own life as supermom and über parent volunteer (because kids of parents who volunteer do better in school), also ended. I worried like crazy, knowing how much extra attention he had needed from me. It was time. But was it really? Some moms never stop nagging. I didn’t want to be one of them.</div>
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Enzo loved being on his own! He loved being surrounded by friends, calling his own shots, and the challenge of having to rise to the occasion and learn to wake himself up or <em>else</em>. I loved being on my own, too. I could start work at 10 a.m., or at 5:30 if I felt like it.</div>
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But without the tight schedule of day-to-day parenting, I had to come face to face with my own ADHD, which I had treated with the stabilizing structure of motherhood. I watched some days slip away in busy-ness and distractions. On others, I rocked my life and blew my own mind. On the one hand, I finally found time to excavate notes from the past few years and research from ADD School, and to organize my desk files. On the other, I managed to completely overwhelm myself with new problems, new projects, and throw myself into work with the professional intensity that I had craved for years. (And now I’m tired.)</div>
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It’s been a challenging year for us both. Of course, we all expected success, and we still do, and there are many scales with which we measure that. But out there is the reality that he may fail; a lot of kids don’t graduate. And there is the reality, every day, that I may fail, too. If I do, I’ll try to be a good example.</div>
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<em>Kristen Caven is a mother and a writer, a mover and a shaker, and a creative force in her community. To her, ADHD stands for “<a href="http://kbc-on-add.blogspot.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">Awesomeness Development & Happiness Directive</a>.” Learn more at <a href="https://kristencaven.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">www.kristencaven.com</a>.</em></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">As a parent, there is a transition one begins to make when your child hits</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;"> </span><a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/897.html" style="background-color: white; color: #18488a; font-family: Arial; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;" target="_blank">middle school</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">, no matter what kind of child you have. At one point we manage our kids; in adulthood, they manage themselves. In that in-between time of the ’tween and teen years, there is an awkward dance in which one does not know the rhythm.</span><br />
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It’s like they ask for the car keys and get in the front seat, but never start the motor up.</div>
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The best parents make the effort at this time to take the transitional role of a coach. But navigating that line can be extra maddening if your kid is attention-challenged. It’s like they ask for the car keys and get in the front seat, but never start the motor up.</div>
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In my son’s senior year of high school, there were many scary moments when it seemed the transition from Mom in the driver’s seat to Enzo in the driver’s seat would not be a calm one. This is true, I’ve discovered, for many <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/resource-center/parenting-adhd-teens.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">parents of ADHD teens</a>. Instead of giving Enzo the keys and letting him take over his life when the time was right, it often felt more like a stunt scene in a movie where the passenger crawls into the driver’s seat at high speed on the highway.</div>
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It’s mostly because of one thing: that form the school district sends out, saying you, the parent, are responsible for your child’s attendance.</div>
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If it had really been up to him, he’d miss a lot of classes. There is some chemical in his brain that makes waking up harder for him than for other kids. It runs in the family. When we were college-age, I was the only person in the world who could wake up my brother. (To be fair, I could do it only with the antics of one certain teddy bear.) I can’t do that anymore. Stuffed animals are powerless against the Morning Sleep of Enzo.</div>
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It’s not just sleep, either. It’s getting to appointments. It’s keeping commitments. It’s sticking to a schedule and remembering what his goals are. Sometimes Enzo was great at these things, an example to us all, but you know what they say, the hallmark of ADHD is inconsistency. The possibility of him missing something crucial (like which school to show up to for the untimed ACT you fought so hard for him to be able to take) might actualize just when we thought everything was under control. (Yeah, that.)</div>
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When Enzo was a year away from college, we still didn’t know if he would go. All of the parents were baffled by the efforts we, and our kids, had to undertake. It wasn’t this complicated when we were kids; we got ourselves into school and didn’t come out a hundred grand in debt. There are so many marks to hit: tests, applications, interviews, plus all the schoolwork. We struggled to find the fine line between helicopter mode and missing deadlines.</div>
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I had a funny conversation at that time with the father of Enzo’s gal pal, Bizy. We laughed at how both of our ADHD kids did fine when you put the work in front of them, but they couldn’t get themselves started. He and I both have ADHD, and joked about "taking meth," I mean, about the sort of pressure we had to put on ourselves to get started. He laughed and misquoted Flannery O’Connor: “She would of been a good woman if someone had held a gun to her head every minute of her life.” We both realized that, as parents, that gun was a GPA. That gun was a test score.</div>
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<em>Kristen Caven is a mother and a writer, a mover and a shaker, and a creative force in her community. To her, ADHD stands for “<a href="http://www.kbc-on-add.blogspot.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">Awesomeness Development & Happiness Directive</a>.” Learn more at <a href="https://kristencaven.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">www.kristencaven.com</a>.</em></div>
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Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-72396784948067326302017-01-21T13:03:00.000-08:002017-01-21T13:03:05.630-08:00Ablution Performance 101<h1 class="magarticleheadline" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'PlayFair Display'; font-size: 24px; margin: 5px 0px; padding-top: 6px;">
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I have this amazing girlfriend, whom I shall call Gladiolus. We met in <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/16/9277.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">kindergarten</a> and became close friends in high school when we agreed that one shouldn’t wear plastic in one’s hair. (It was the ’80s.) She has a delightful sense of humor and a fully engaged mind. Over the years, we have assembled a group of delightful, engaged human beings around us, and we have, as mothers, made some more.</div>
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Whenever I <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/9772.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">travel</a> to her house for a visit, I am in awe of her bathing sensibilities. Her various bathrooms are always clean and appointed not only with soothing colors but interesting and uncluttered arrangements of vials and doo-dahs, all of which, upon closer inspection, have interesting and meaningful and beautiful things on the labels, including organic ingredients, funny sayings, deep thoughts, or comic insights.</div>
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Gwendolyn’s bathrooms reveal the orderly thinking of a composed mind. The steps of her ablution are evident in the accessories: matching shampoo and conditioner, milled soap inside a loofa, and a neatly hung razor under a mirror in the shower. The products make it clear what one’s shower tasks are, without any distractions. Around her bathtub, beautiful containers full of scented bath products and sample packets are artfully arranged near neatly stacked jars of salt and sugar scrubs and a wooden bristle brush. All of these are emblems of her personal motto, which you find in the signature of her emails: “Be well, find joy, and exfoliate.”</div>
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Yet for all this attention to little luxuries (a bath at her house will take me hours, because I have to open every jar and smell every product), Genevieve can prepare herself in minutes flat and be ready for the day. Her ritual takes her into the bathroom for short dips between making food and getting dressed. By 7 a.m. the dogs are walked, breakfast is ready, her eyebrows and jewelry are on, and all she needs to do is take out the hot curlers and put on her shoes.</div>
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These are the thoughts that run through my head as I get out of the shower at her house and rummage under the sink for a towel. She showed me where they were when I came in, but doing things in the right order is never my strong suit; I put foundation on my face as an afterthought. I am grateful for the feminine culture we’ve shared over the years; my own ablution performance went from a loathsome childhood routine to a pursuit of pampering and rituals of self-care.</div>
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Gwyneth and I raised sons together. We both provided them with soap and toothpaste and the things boys need to grab in the shower. I tried for years to impart the “5 things” bath/shower routine that took me 34 years to come up with (shampoo, condition, wash face, shave, and I know there was a fifth thing, oh yeah, soap up the armpits) to Enzo, but the bottle of teenage cleanser never got any emptier, even when he swore he’d washed his face. I learned to consider it a triumph that he remembers to brush his teeth nightly and flosses when told.</div>
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At 18, though, he really does smell nice. He has finally found an ablution routine that makes his brain click. I have to give Old Spice credit for manufacturing creative, funny matching shampoo and deodorant flavors for young men. And I have to give Gardenia credit, too: It was her son who turned Enzo on to “scent layering,” a new fashion frontier for boys.</div>
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<em>Kristen Caven is a mother and a writer, a mover and a shaker, and a creative force in her community. To her, ADHD stands for “<a href="http://www.kbc-on-add.blogspot.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">Awesomeness Development & Happiness Directive</a>.” Learn more at <a href="https://kristencaven.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">www.kristencaven.com</a>.</em></div>
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<span style="color: #770000; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 16px;">ADHDers need rituals, routines, and sexy rewards to keep us happy and on task.</span></h1>
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A person with ADHD may have a highly organized mind, an incredible ability to focus, and a clarity of vision beyond the normal scope, but anyone with executive function problems still has problems following steps, noticing time, and keeping to a program.</div>
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Understanding routines, rewards, and rituals energizes our minds and focuses our attention.</div>
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Three powerful R’s for managing ADHD recognize this dichotomy. Understanding <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/717.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">routines</a>, rewards, and rituals energizes our minds and focuses our attention.</div>
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Routines are patterns of action that we have internalized so deeply we can do them habitually, “on automatic.” Without routines, we have to think about everything we do. When you have ADHD, it can take up to 10 times longer to start a new habit than it does most people, because our novelty-seeking minds get bored, distracted, or have better ideas. But without thought-free routines for the repeatable tasks of self-care, putting things in their place, and getting where we need to go on time, life can be chaos. Having patterns that work for us is essential, so we have to be <a href="http://www.forbes.com/sites/jasonselk/2013/04/15/habit-formation-the-21-day-myth/#195740dd6fed" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">creative and persistent</a> in forming them.</div>
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A carrot in the front of a donkey and a stick in the back is the classic illustration of the rewards-and-punishment system that works for most human beings. But what we are learning now with Positive Psychology tells us that sticks don’t work as well as carrots in terms of motivation. And with an <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/10117.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">ADHD brain</a>, a better picture would be the donkey eating a carrot as it walked, because future rewards are not as motivating for us as taking pleasure in doing things.</div>
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Building rewards into the work helps us get more done, and more eagerly. I got a key-hanger on vacation, so whenever I look at it, I remember good times and loved ones. Talking to other moms while making dinner gives my mind something to do while my hands are moving. Watching half-hour episodes of <em>Sex and the City</em> always makes folding laundry fun.</div>
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Rituals are like routines that allow for more reflection and soul rewards than boring daily tasks. Creating rituals around health and wellness keep us focused on the outcomes we want—dedicated exercise clothing makes working out feel special; going to the dentist or to give blood together makes it a date. Rituals around work keep us in touch with our higher purpose: We prepare for meetings by choosing an outfit and packing up our props. If we are pilots, we consciously go through safety steps before take-off. Rituals around connection—like going to church with our families, reading to kids before bed, having meals with friends—all carve out time on the calendar for things that enrich our souls.</div>
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A complex and interesting life, which is the birthright of anyone with a complex and interesting ADHD brain, becomes functional and successful with the support of an intricate web of overlapping and rewarding rituals and routines, so craft them with care!</div>
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<em>Kristen Caven is a mother and a writer, a mover and a shaker, and a creative force in her community. To her, ADHD stands for “<a href="http://kbc-on-add.blogspot.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">Awesomeness Development & Happiness Directive</a>.” Learn more at <a href="https://kristencaven.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">www.kristencaven.com</a>.</em></div>
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On the popular TV show <em>Parks and Recreation</em>, two characters make an annual holiday out of splurging on ridiculous luxury items. In my house, we started using their battle cry in the context of <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/8922.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">managing ADHD symptoms</a>!</div>
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One of the reasons I failed to get a diagnosis for so long was because I was so successful at Treating Myself. I had built a lifestyle around my <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/resource-center/adhd-treatment-alternatives.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">ADHD treatments</a>, so seamlessly that my symptoms were rare, and it was hard to tease out what I’d be without my hacks.</div>
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For starters, I don’t work 9 to 5. I chose a stimulating and creative career that involves face-to-facing with other people, intense thought, and problems to solve. I also have a cabinet full of homeopathic and Chinese herbs for the tough moments, that work as well as pharmaceuticals. Plus there’s that arsenal of self-help books and journals (not to mention a list of girlfriends to call) for getting myself through the funks, teaching myself to be a better listener, and getting organized.</div>
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But let’s face it, there is nothing like retail therapy to soothe an edgy internal state. Once I get into the swing of it, I love our family's marathon shopping season that starts at Hannukah, goes through Christmas and Valentine’s Day, with about a thousand birthdays between it. I spend hours online drilling down (a different skill than surfing) for the perfect thing. Hunting for sales activates all of my <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/8947.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">best ADHD qualities</a>. The dopamine rush of <em>OMG, those earrings totally match my new lipstick</em> can turn a bad day into a good one. (Yeah, there is that downside of the credit card bill at the end of the month. It’s the unfortunate side effect of this type of Yo-self Treatment.)</div>
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But I will say right here and right now that I totally dream of a future, like the one in the last season of <em>Parks and Recreation</em>, when “elbow dazzling” becomes a thing!</div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">In my family, I’m the together one. I’m the one who shows up, completes a task, and makes the necessary connections to make things happen. I</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;"> </span><a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/610.html" style="background-color: white; color: #18488a; font-family: Arial; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;" target="_blank">pay my bills</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">(automatically, of course). I reframe negativity and keep people positive. I make amazing things happen in my life, when I put my mind to it. So when I was screened for ADHD, time after time, I had trouble answering, or even understanding, the questions.</span><br />
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ADHD is normality, to me. I grew up surrounded by people who were late, lost things, forgot things, had moods, drama, and wild ideas, people who were night owls and nappers.</div>
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When I brought a test home, my husband laughed at the question, “Did you have ADD as a child?” He asked, “How would you tell?” I did <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/9576.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">daydream</a> all the time, but I never acted out or failed a class. I was the middle child (the peacemaker) and the only girl. Unlike my brainy brothers, I never lit fires at school or had insomnia so badly my life fell apart—so my parents never perceived me as the problem child. <em>They</em> were the ones with problems, not me.</div>
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On the question, “Do you sometimes find yourself talking too much?” I had to ask, “Compared to what?” I am surrounded by people with intense thoughts and flocks of words flying out of their heads. Among them, I have learned to be a <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/1988.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">good listener</a> and a restrained and reflective speaker.</div>
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“Do you say inappropriate things?” Inappropriate…for what? We are outside-the-box thinkers. “F--- that,” says my husband. Practically everything on TV, the Internet, and in the movies is inappropriate. We just call it like we see it, like we feel it.</div>
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ADHD is normality, to me. I grew up surrounded by people who were late, lost things, forgot things, had moods, drama, and wild ideas, people who were night owls and nappers. “Do you have trouble keeping track of things?” Well, how often is sometimes? How often is often? I lose my glasses in the house weekly, but I have taught myself to always put my keys on the hook, and I usually know where my child is. My desk is a nightmare, but I can always put my hands on things when I need to.</div>
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Clinical tests are so, well, clinical. ADHD is so contextual. It is hard to define and understand ourselves, especially when we are distracted by details and can’t remember things. And with such change-able consciousnesses, it is hard to say what is really what sometimes. “Do you often feel misunderstood?” <i>Yes, most definitely I do!</i></div>
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<em>Kristen Caven is a mother and a writer, a mover and a shaker, and a creative force in her community. To her, ADHD stands for “<a href="http://www.kbc-on-add.blogspot.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">Awesomeness Development & Happiness Directive</a>.” Learn more at <a href="https://kristencaven.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">www.kristencaven.com</a>.</em></div>
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<span style="color: #770000; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 16px;">Are your friends blessed with the Awesomeness Development & Happiness Directive? How do you tell? How do you tell them? And how can you help?</span></h1>
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OK, parents, raise your hand if you have a friend who’s got a kid who is, you know, all those special things <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/resource-center/adhd-diagnosis-children.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">ADHD kids</a> are, and of course so is your friend (which is probably why she is your friend, because you like the interesting ones), and you don’t exactly feel like you can say to her, “I bet you have ADHD,” because she is just like you were: She held things together.</div>
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You don’t exactly feel like you can say to her, “I bet you have ADHD,” because she is just like you were: She held things together.</div>
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What will probably happen, though, is that by 9th or 10th grade she will be baffled by the fact her brilliant child is <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/21/11012.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">failing</a>, and she will go through the same agonizing <a href="http://kbc-on-add.blogspot.com/2014/09/like-son-like-mother.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">diagnostic process</a> you did with your kid, and then find out she is in <a href="http://kbc-on-add.blogspot.com/2014/09/blue-highways.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">Holland</a>, so to speak, and then <a href="http://kbc-on-add.blogspot.com/search/label/diagnosis" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">go get herself figured out</a> as well, just like you did. And then you will have another ADHD buddy!</div>
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But. You have ADHD and it’s really <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/10242.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">hard to be patient</a>, and you hate to see your friend struggle like you did, and you want to blurt things out.</div>
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So. If you are one of the readers who raised your hand in the first paragraph, maybe you will like this secret test you can use on the sly. It’s much less confusing than the clinical tests, which ask you all sorts of irrelevant things.</div>
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<strong>1.</strong> Do you have an amazing ability to focus? Do you have an amazing intelligence that can power through a problem? Do you give things 1000%?</div>
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<strong>2.</strong> Are you happy in a highly stimulating environment where you can switch your intense focus from one person to the next, or one thing to the next? Do you feel alive when people or things are coming at you and you are connecting with each one and moving it on its way? Like at parties, in sports, or in jobs where things are never dull?</div>
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<strong>3.</strong> But you also get spaced out or overwhelmed, too?</div>
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<strong>4.</strong> Do you miss appointments sometimes? Or show up really late? (I know you do, because it’s happened to me.)</div>
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<strong>5.</strong> Is reading hard sometimes? Do you start reading and get distracted? Would you rather skim and surf and text?</div>
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<strong>6.</strong> Do you hate following directions; you’d rather figure it out on your own?</div>
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<strong>7.</strong> When you are done with one thing and into another, does that first thing fall off your radar?</div>
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<strong>8.</strong> Do you feel like a superhero sometimes? Do you think of others as mere mortals, sometimes, when you recognize how unusual these skills are? Do other people see this and think you are amazing? Or do other people find you incredibly annoying?</div>
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<strong>9.</strong> Do you have powers of observation that others don’t? Does your associative mind make you see all angles that others are missing?</div>
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<strong>10.</strong> Do people sometimes think you are a jerk? In spite of the fact you are so awesome?</div>
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<strong>11.</strong> Are you a notoriously bad sleeper?</div>
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<strong>12.</strong> Are you <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/1013.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">allergic to paperwork</a>?</div>
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<strong>13.</strong> In yoga class, does your mind just keep clicking along when you are in savasana? Do you get your best thinking done when you’re supposed to be doing something else? Like, um, going to sleep? Do you work things out in your mind while having sex?</div>
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<strong>14.</strong> On the computer, do you work best when you have five programs running? Can you pull together a meal easily with four pots on the fire? Are you a brilliant networker, get-it-don-er, or social media natural, even though your links don't always work? Do you have more than one best friend?</div>
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<strong>15.</strong> Do you have those days when dropping one ball causes a domino effect? Or those days when you just can’t seem to get in the flow? When your mind is skipping like a scratched record or CD? Do you have those days when everything you try to do requires you to do three things first? Do you sometimes find yourself going in circles?</div>
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Now, when you are slyly administering this test, maybe one question at a time, your friend will think nothing of it, because that’s just who she is. After a while, if she answers yes to most of them, you can pretend to suddenly discover this blog and send her the link.</div>
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And at the bottom of this blog there is a link to a “real” <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/RCLP/sub/2829.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">ADHD test</a>. And then you can teach them the secret handshake!</div>
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Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-15186883431478026272016-08-14T16:14:00.000-07:002016-08-14T16:14:03.365-07:00The Thing Is…<h3>
Making excuses for a loved one with ADHD is beyond exhausting.</h3>
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He has taught me so many things, like how to take apart your
gas stove and put it back together (it’s so simple! You don’t have to call for
service). And how to cook the most delicious ratatouille from the garden without
following a recipe. And how to talk to anyone about anything. He also taught me
to always keep a spare key handy, to save ten percent of everything I earn, and
to be sweet to little old ladies. He is super charming, and smarter than most
humans. The thing is, he can be completely impossible to communicate with.</div>
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I really don’t mind that he forgets my birthday, because he
eventually remembers and I know he loves me and the un-birthday gifts are
always really great. The thing is, my husband notices. And he gets really
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But I love that he exposed me to the beauty of religious
thought, the mysteries of medicine, and the importance of not putting anything
on or in your body that is advertised on TV. The thing is, he also has to be
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This person has taught me to be super tolerant and
understanding of the odd ones, the ones who communicate in weird bursts, or
talk constantly, or say things that might seem rude. He’s taught me to look for
the good in people.</div>
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This guy is wicked smart. If you have the time or patience
to listen to him go on about how the world got to be the way it is, you will be
so impressed by his knowledge. But try to get a word in edgewise, and you’ll
end up feeling frustrated. In fact, he is so smart he knows what you are going
to say, and finishes your thoughts for you. At different times he’s been
labeled dominating, megalomaniacal, bigoted, and a sexist pig because of this
insensitivity. But in his heart he is none of those things. He’s a good man, a doctor
with great bedside manner, and an asset to his community. He is just
hyperactive. The thing about that is, when his charm runs away with him, he’s
socially awkward and rude.</div>
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This person has an inability to listen to someone else’s
heart, since his mind is always racing to conclusions. His own thoughts are
louder than yours, when you are talking to him, and, the older he gets, the
less likely you will ever get to point B in a conversation…though you will
cover points C, F, M, P, S and T before returning to point J. He doesn’t read
facial expressions or tone of voice particularly well, so he might think you
are really upset when you’re not. He is truly uninterested in thoughts that
don’t originate from his own mind, and criticizes people when he seems to be
giving them compliments.</div>
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The thing is, he is also really loving and altruistic. He
has a great sense of humor, he is talented and educated, eager to please. When
he is not distracted, he is kind and generous, and desperately caring. I wish
other people would see this, and talk about it. I wish it were the old days,
when people would give people the benefit of a doubt and not focus on the fact
that they are jerks. Because I know he is. I have made room for him all of my
life. And I would really like to talk about something else for a while.</div>
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The thing is, understanding what ADHD is can help others be
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Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-71311885049301627472016-07-17T16:08:00.000-07:002016-07-17T16:08:00.688-07:00Like That Bumper Sticker Said...<h1 class="magarticleheadline" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'PlayFair Display'; font-size: 24px; margin: 5px 0px; padding-top: 6px;">
<span style="color: #770000; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 16px;">Ever wonder where your child got his ADHD from? Figure it out!</span></h1>
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“Insanity is hereditary,” the bumper sticker says, “you get it from your kids.” Snarky, hilarious, but wait: Maybe it’s true?</div>
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My kid pushes me to be better, more dedicated, and more courageous.</div>
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How come so many of us don’t accept the <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/9569.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">ADHD label</a> for ourselves until after our kids get diagnosed? It’s because we think our kids are normal, just like us. For example:</div>
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<li><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">• When Enzo was three and couldn’t eat a sandwich unless he was walking around, I shrugged and said, “My little brother was just like that.”</span></li>
<li><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">When he was eight, nine, and 10, and so on, his teachers complained that he was always reading books during class. I shrugged and said, “So?” I did that, too.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">When he hit 13 or 14 and couldn’t wake up in the morning, I remembered my big brother being the same way.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">When I think he’s not listening because he’s fiddling with an iDevice, I remember my own mother complaining that she wanted eye contact, and thinking how much better I could hear her when my eyes were doing something else.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">When he thinks that his room is clean but I can’t see the floor, I remember not seeing my own detritus, or understanding the concept of organizing a drawer.</span></li>
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When our kids actually fall through the cracks in today’s test-crazy school environment, however, in ways that we didn’t when we were younger (or we almost did but forgot how many times adults saved our own butts), we learn that they’ve got these <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/9662.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">special brains</a>.</div>
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And we think, “Wonder where s/he gets that from?” (Side note: I just met the guy who invented the she-slash-he pronoun when he was a professor. Would you look at that? I’m <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/2081.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">distractible</a>, too.)</div>
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My kid pushes me to be better, more dedicated, and more courageous. He pushes me to persevere, and to fight for him and for myself — and to be more forgiving of myself, just as I forgive him. Our kids teach us to be more honest with ourselves, to look in the mirror and see ourselves for what we are.</div>
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That’s the toughest part about getting co-diagnosed. When we are trying to grasp the big picture about our child’s ADHD patterns of lying, forgetting, and boredom, we have to admit to ourselves that we lie, are bored, and forget our agreements more than just once in a while. We have to see who we are and stop making excuses like “it’s totally normal" and "everyone does it....” We have to own the fact that our impulses can also get the better of us, and our distractions keep us from moving forward when we are doing everything right.</div>
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Having grown up in a family where forgotten birthdays, double-booked dinners, and outside-the-box activities were the norm, I get how insanity runs both ways. I have spent almost as much time waiting for my son as I did waiting for my father. And ha, ha—he’ll get the same treat, some day, with his son or daughter.</div>
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He will also be an awesome dad, because awesome runs in the family, too.</div>
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Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-68661708240014602602016-06-26T15:53:00.000-07:002016-06-26T15:53:00.667-07:00A "Moving" Family Drama<h1 class="magarticleheadline" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'PlayFair Display'; font-size: 24px; margin: 5px 0px; padding-top: 6px;">
<span style="color: #770000; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 16px;">When I helped my father move, I finally discovered that his attention deficit was the reason we often felt so disconnected.</span></h1>
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Going back to our hometown is always a challenge for Enzo’s dad and me. Half of my generation relate to the chaotic ballet of a “Divorced Family Christmas.” At their best, <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/2514.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">holidays</a>are exhausting because you have to pack in so many celebrations. At their worst, they are compounded with uncomfortable emotional challenges. If you marry someone whose parents are also not together, and also live in the same town as yours, and you have an adorable son that everyone wants to spend time with, taking trips back home wear you out. But you do them anyway, because you love your family.</div>
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Every single thing on the “hurt me” list was connected to his ADHD!</div>
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A few years ago, the stress level spiraled out of control when we visited my dad, who was in the process of moving. We had planned to help him with the move on Friday, but when we dropped in to say hello on Monday, it was clear they would never be ready. The furniture that would have to go in the trucks was still three layers deep in I’ll-get-to-that-later and where-did-I-put-that <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/11027.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">clutter</a> that had been building up for years. Always ready to help in a crisis, I excused myself from all the fun family day trips we’d planned with the other family branch, and rolled up my sleeves. On the first day, I made a pathway through the basement office to get to the bundle of cardboard boxes he had purchased a year ago to prepare for the move.</div>
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Long story short: I knocked myself out helping him. The process was frustrating, the communication convoluted, the emotions confusing. On Thursday, Enzo and his dad came to help move, almost as planned. Toes were stepped on and shins were banged, but the three of us felt good working together as a family. We smiled at the “Grandpa Gerf” train memorabilia that had been special to Enzo as a child. We laughed at the three wi-fi routers we found, in their original bags, under piles of clutter. No wonder he could never make a good connection!</div>
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But on Friday, my dad got mad at me for something he thought I had done, and he unloaded on me. Our relationship was damaged, perhaps permanently.</div>
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It took me months to process what had happened that week, and on that final day. I worked with a therapist during this time to unravel our relationship. She had me make a list, without pulling any punches, of all the ways he had supported me and all the ways he had hurt me throughout my life. Being the dutiful daughter, the sweet one, it was hard for me to make the second list. My impulse was to make excuses for all the hard stuff (“But he was going through a divorce”) and forgive him, or just let those feelings go before I felt them. (It’s hard, with ADHD, knowing how you feel sometimes, anyway.) But somehow I got through the list, and it was very long.</div>
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Then I stepped back and took a look at it. The good and the bad were very inconsistent.</div>
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Then I saw his ADHD.</div>
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Every single thing on the “support/love” list was truly him—the talented, educated, fluidly intelligent, and altruistic daddy I loved and felt close to. Every single thing on the “hurt me” list was connected to his ADHD! All of the not listening, the forgetting birthdays, the not keeping promises, the incompletions and <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/11/8355.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">interruptions</a> and inconsiderations, the criticisms, the fixed thoughts, the inability to switch tracks, the mis-reading of my emotions. All of these things had confused me, disconnected us in many ways, and, at times, hurt me deeply.</div>
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Above all, his vituperous emotional sensitivity, especially to feelings of rejection or judgment, had damaged all of his other relationships with our other family members (I was the only one of seven kids who showed up to help him move). He had finally set his phaser on stun and pointed it in my direction.</div>
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Being able to see the invisible, insidious patterns of ADHD enabled me to take this family challenge more seriously, and to start new conversations with my dad. Because I want to love him for who he is. And I do.</div>
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Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-47852822569094060442016-06-13T17:00:00.001-07:002016-06-13T19:00:40.864-07:00Coffee For Your Kids? Three Ways of YES.<h1 class="magarticleheadline" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'PlayFair Display'; font-size: 24px; margin: 5px 0px; padding-top: 6px;">
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Most right-thinking adults will agree that coffee is a terrible thing for kids. Kids don’t need what adults need—a crutch to wake up, an afternoon pick-me-up, a kickstart for the mind, or an excuse for a “special moment” with a friend. Kids need to run around, nap, and get to bed on time. But the world of ADHD is an inside-out one, where “up” is sometimes “down” and “in” is sometimes “out.” And from where I sit, I can count at least three ways coffee is great for kids.</div>
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#1: When COFFEE Is an Acronym</h3>
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<li><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">F: Do something FUN </span></li>
<li><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">F: FIX something that is broken or needs attention </span></li>
<li><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 1.4em;">E: Get some EXERCISE </span></li>
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Obviously, these things can overlap — when you are washing the car you are doing a Chore Outside and having Fun while doing it. Or when you take a picnic bike ride with a friend who has a broken heart you are Fixing something, getting Exercise, and Eating.</div>
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#2: When It’s Coffea Cruda</h3>
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Many kids with an ADHD diagnosis have trouble sleeping. For them, here is a homeopathic remedy called Coffea Cruda, which is made from unroasted coffee beans. Homeopathy being a hair-of-the-dog remedy, Coffea Cruda does the opposite of what coffee does: It calms you down when you are jangled.</div>
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I take Coffea Cruda (it comes in little white sugar pellets that dissolve under your tongue) in the middle of the night when my heart is beating fast because I drank coffee at a dinner party. My little guy, from about age 9 or 10, self-administers this remedy (it’s very safe) on nights when his thoughts race like sports cars in his head as he lies there in the dark. For us, Coffea Cruda is one of those mythical “magic bullets.”</div>
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I have talked about this remedy in other places, and have gone 10 rounds with strangers in comment wars, who have insulted me for my stupidity for “believing” in <a href="http://www.healing-arts.org/children/ADHD/homeopathy.htm" target="_blank">homeopathics</a>. But you don't have to believe in them any more than you do with Western meds. Some work, some don't. It's just a different approach.</div>
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#3: When It’s Actually Coffee</h3>
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The first time I heard a friend say coffee calmed down her hyperactive son, I couldn’t believe it. She never struck me as a crazy person, but that was just, well, crazy. Then I saw the results. And then there was another, equally sane friend, whose diagnosed son also drank coffee. When I finally began learning about ADHD, I understood that stimulants have a calming effect on ADHD brains. (One doctor told me that people with ADHD who take cocaine calm down!)</div>
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And then there are the ADHD-PI (Primarily Inattentive) kids, who have a hard time getting their brains to turn on sometimes. In these cases, coffee works like coffee does for most adults.</div>
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This is where I tell the embarrassing parenting story about how I taught my son to drink coffee in high school, mixing it bit by bit with his morning cocoa, because he had to be at school by 8:30. But that was part of him becoming an adult and learning to use the delicious crutches that nature (and Starbucks) gives to those who need the stimulation of mainstream coffee culture.</div>
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In other words, you might want to think twice about giving up coffee for New Year’s — it might be just what you (or your child) needs.</div>
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Somewhere around when Enzo hit middle school, we realized we needed to up our game if we were to keep up with the demands of a busy family of THREE. (Don’t laugh, oh you mighty mothers of many…! If you count my five careers and thrill-circus family of origin, it feels like more.) We had tried talking about our week every Saturday morning, or Sunday night, but we always forgot or were too busy or too tired. Finally Enzo pointed out the obvious: we should have our family meetings on Monday nights, after we’ve all been back to school/work for a day and know what might happen in the week ahead.</div>
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We go down the list and talk about each item, checking each one off once the activity has been recorded in the proper place, on one of our personal calendars or devices, or on the main family calendar.</div>
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We brainstormed on all the bases that need to be touched each week, and I sat down and made a Word doc and got totally into making the Best System Ever: down the left side of the grid, a checklist of topics to be touched on; across the top, WHO would facilitate the meeting on the first, second, third, fourth, and sometimes fifth week. We put it on a clipboard with a pencil and hung it on a pushpin stuck into the kitchen door.</div>
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So every week at dinner (which we decided a few years ago would also be Meatless Monday, for better or worse), Enzo’s dad “Dave” gets the clipboard out. (It is highly recommended that you have one person in the family who can stick to a routine remember this.) We go down the list and talk about each item, checking each one off once the activity has been recorded in the proper place, on one of our personal calendars or devices, or on the main family calendar. The details have been changed and finessed over the years, but the <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/10250.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">structure</a> has, amazingly, held together for nearly a decade!</div>
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First you have the must-dos: Educational, Professional, and Personal. This is where we report the tests, haircuts, and meetings that are on each of our radars. Then we have the social obligations. (We just like this word, even though we are clear that socializing can and should be fun.) After the must-dos, we have a list of may-dos. Once we see what the week looks like, we sketch out what to have for dinner each night, or who will make it. At the bottom of the chart, we note all the birthdays of that month, special projects, and who is going to do what on chores day. After the first year or so, we got wise to the system and put “Family Fun” on the checklist. Now we always try to make a plan on a Monday to take a bike ride or go see a movie on Saturday, so we have something to look forward to all week long.</div>
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Once we realized we were on an ADHD roller coaster, we added a “Coaching Checklist” at the end, to remind us to look at the white board where Enzo’s goals and plans for world-domination are sketched out or listed or crossed off.</div>
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The problem with this system was, at one time, that it felt too structured, too obsessive. But the beauty of this system is that you can change it at any time you like (but the beginning of the month is the best since you start with a fresh page). We have added lines for “Sunday Reflection” and “Sports” as we’ve learned what each family member values and wants company with. Our best new addition was suggested by Parenting Coach Lisa Fuller (if you sign up for her newsletter you get a free guide on family meetings): the first thing we now have on the list is “Things We Appreciate.” It keeps us on the up and up!</div>
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Yes! You should get a coach! Or two! Or three!</div>
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The ADHD mind needs an adrenaline rush to be productive.</div>
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<em>I read your articles on <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">ADDitudemag.com</a> and what you wrote REALLY resonated with me. My question is did you find a solution or help to manage life (especially your business)? I feel like I need help of some kind–a business coach or an <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/574.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">ADD coach</a>–something. But don't have a way to choose one from all the MILLIONS of options.</em></div>
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This is such a great question, and one so central to my life, that I felt it deserved an entire blog post. Or two. Or twelve. But let’s start with one, let me try to drill down to the crunchy center of this question: <em>Do I need a coach?</em></div>
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Looking back over the years, I realize that I have always worked best when I have some sort of coaching going on, by any other name. In college it was a weekly meeting with my adviser. At certain points in my adult life, it’s been a mentor, a writing partner, a class, a therapist, or a healer of some sort or another—the key being someone who would pay attention to what was going on with ME on a regular basis and thus get me to pay attention to myself. Sometimes it was working through a book that resonated with me. The best help I ever got, though, was a coach I found through <a href="https://www.score.org/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">SCORE</a> who specialized in artists.</div>
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I found Martha Zlatar (<a href="http://www.artmatch-coach.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">ArtMatch</a>) serendipitously—someone at my church was raving about how she really understood the nature of the art business. When I met her, she explained to me that artists are unlike other business people in that they really need to feel emotionally connected to the work they do. (Does that ring any bells? Like the <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/21/10648.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">ADHD Interest-Driven Mind?</a>)</div>
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Over the years, Martha has helped me break down the many swirling tasks in my life. My actions got more powerful when I learned how to direct my <strong>attention</strong> with more <strong>intention</strong>. She’s helped and encouraged me come up with systems that work for me—like my “Me Mondays” and “Finance Fridays” checklists.</div>
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Having a coach has been incredibly helpful in the accomplishing-things department. However, there are challenges and impulses that come with ADD that can undermine good goal-setting and achievement; it helps to understand what they are. For me, my strength is also my weakness.</div>
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The ADHD mind, says Kaiser’s Dr. Greg Devore, needs an adrenaline rush to be productive, which is why we add extra stress to our lives. A neurotypical person, when they have too much on their plate, will <em>say no thanks</em> to a new opportunity or impulse, and take things off of their calendar. When I have too much on my plate, however, I tend to take on more. I recently realized that keeping “too busy” helps me get things done. The stress of having <em>at least two more things on my to-do list than I actually have the bandwidth for</em> creates the pressure my brain needs in order to feel motivated. And even though I fail at some things, I can, with this superpower, accomplish so much more than other mortals.</div>
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Another thing I now know about myself is that I have to switch things up. I used to feel bad that I couldn’t sustain a system I’d a) paid good money for or b) loved a year ago. But once I realized I need novelty in order to keep my attention, I was able to build creativity into my self-management systems. (For example, I now keep a Google calendar AND a notebook where I doodle around my to-do lists.)</div>
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Arianne Benefit, the coach who wrote about <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/21/11007.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">the creative temperament and ADHD</a>understands this tension, identifying the “sweet spot” that gets you into the flow. (Hint: it’s between your comfort zone and the danger zone.) She can help her (<a href="http://arianebenefit.com/blog/2011/09/09/agility-8-habits/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">Agilizen</a>) clients figure out where their strengths are. And working from your strengths is always the way to success.</div>
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Whether you hire someone (follow your intuition and don’t over-think it; pick someone, get what you can, and switch to someone else if it doesn’t work), get help from a family member or friend (find a book or online system to guide you), or co-coach a colleague—I say go for it! Coaching is essential to those of us blessed with extra-distractibility. Our minds are powerful things—and good coaches remind us that we’re the boss of them!</div>
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When your kid gets into a college that's right for them, you know you did something right!</div>
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On the <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/21/11012.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">nail-biting roller-coaster-ride</a> of high school report cards, my husband "Dave" and I had stopped taking for granted the fact that Enzo would go to college, even though that had been his goal, and our assumption, all his life.</div>
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I had learned, in the struggle, that <a href="http://www.futurity.org/teens-with-adhd-more-likely-to-drop-out/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">students with ADHD have the highest rates of dropping out</a> of high school. We had learned to cheer when he managed to bring home a ‘C’ in a class he had struggled with.</div>
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We were prepared for the rejection letter from <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/21/11011.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">his top college choice</a>, his fancy “reach” school. The counselor we’d hired to help point us in the right direction had impressed on him that there was only a 4% chance of someone with his grades getting into a program that only accepted 11% of applicants anyway… but a .0044% chance was, to him, a positive thing, still a chance, and he did some <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/21/11010.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">good writing</a> on the application process.</div>
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But we weren’t prepared for the other rejection letters from his “target” and “safety” schools. But rejections come to every student these days, even the ones with 4.2 grade averages who apply to state schools.</div>
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And we certainly weren’t prepared when he told us he had been accepted to a college that he had applied to on a lark, the one where all his brilliant friends were going—one we were sure he could never get into! The day we visited campus and he enrolled, I was so impressed, every time we turned around, at what a good fit it was for him. My heart just kept soaring, and I laughed at myself for thinking, “This is what it feels like to WIN parenthood.”</div>
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Now, of course, the true test is whether he will be happy there (we think he will) and be able to stay on task (we think he will) and complete his transition into adulthood. But the lesson I learned was profound.</div>
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I learned to trust him. For all the effort and worry we had put into matching him up with the perfect school, into helping him because he misses details, he got what he wanted by following his heart. We had <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/21/10334.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">given him the support he needed</a>, but mostly we had supported him in figuring out what he wanted. And when you are living with an <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/21/10648.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">interest-driven mind</a>, you need to be able to listen to yourself.</div>
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I just couldn’t be more proud.</div>
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So there I was out in the world on my own, something I’d dreamed of doing when I was in my twenties but could not seem, in spite of my facility with languages, to ever pull things together enough to achieve. There is something universal and romantically attractive about a Walkabout, where you just go out in the world and let <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/11125.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">your impulses</a> take you where they will.</div>
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My anxiety, before the trip, was centered around my suitcase.</div>
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Except I had all this stuff. In <a href="http://kristenandjennygotoitaly.blogspot.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">my blog about Italy</a>, which is some of the best hyperactive and impulsive and unpaid writing I ever hope to do, I talked about all sorts of interesting things, but what I did not write about in that venue was: How. Much. Time. It. Took. To. Pack!</div>
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My anxiety, <a href="http://kristenandjennygotoitaly.blogspot.com/2015/02/imagine-italia.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">before the trip</a>, was centered around my suitcase. I scoured the internet trying to figure out if they wear jeans in Italy. I printed out lists, and still went around in circles. It’s hard enough to pack for a trip when you don’t know where you’re going, but when the trip changed radically, my suitcase just got fatter. Plus I wanted to do some shopping.</div>
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I stayed with a friend in an Ikea-furnished apartment, a tiny space with <a href="http://kristenandjennygotoitaly.blogspot.com/2015/03/the-ikea-lifestyle.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">lots of well-organized drawers and shelves and fold-out gizmos and gadgets</a>. My huge suitcase took up half the living room, and the piles around it took constant grooming. It’s true that with <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/resource-center/add-adult-clutter-organization.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">ADHD</a>, our living spaces can sometimes reflect our cluttered, distracted minds, but away from my own drawers and shelves, I couldn’t find anything. I would sort my souvenirs and turn to the next pile, then forget where I had put things a second ago.</div>
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I am totally embarrassed to say that I took hours every day to dress and rearrange my suitcase. My emotional state, <a href="http://kbc-on-add.blogspot.com/2015/07/tuning-in-to-make-tough-choices.html" target="_blank">worrying about my friend at home</a>, didn’t help either. Then one day I remembered to take my new medicine. I don’t know if that was the magic, or if the focused afternoon of exercise, communication, and stimulation got my mind to find the gear I needed, but something certainly changed. We spent the afternoon sightseeing, then drank delicious wine and ate amazing food and stayed out late driving around Rome. I was tired when we returned, but my mind was energized and clear and I was tuned in to my motivation...and I managed to get myself sorted out in record time! When I left the next day, everything was in its place and I didn’t forget a thing.</div>
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(Well, that’s not exactly true. I lost three gloves and left a box of overflow items… but I made it to the train on time!) I had a <a href="http://kristenandjennygotoitaly.blogspot.com/2015/03/in-thin-air.html" target="_blank">brilliant trip home</a>.</div>
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Kristen Cavenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10999837105204056577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574379855150218270.post-66388838920571872432015-07-30T11:46:00.000-07:002015-07-30T12:15:31.195-07:00Tuning In To Make Tough Choices<div class="magarticledek" style="background-color: white; color: #770000; font-family: Arial; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; margin: 5px 0px;">
Making choices (not an ADHD strong suit) means figuring out what you need.</div>
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I haven’t sent a blog for a while. I got a little distracted!</div>
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Prioritizing and making choices is not my strong suit, since I like to say 'yes' to everything.</div>
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It boggles my mind how neurotypicals can just plan things and do them. For me, life always tends to take some interesting detour. I’m not sure if this is due to <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/resource-center/adhd-women.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">ADHD</a>, but I know the universe responds to your thoughts… and like my father before me and my son after me, and so many curious and creative people I know…my thoughts go in a lot of directions.</div>
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<a href="http://kristenandjennygotoitaly.blogspot.com/" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">I have been traveling abroad</a>. I can’t believe I actually made it happen! But I set a goal, five years ago, to go to Europe for my next milestone birthday. I had no idea how to achieve this dream, but I just kept thinking about how happy it would make me. And somehow, it all came together.</div>
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Except that on the night before we left, my traveling companion, upon whom I was relying to help keep me focused and on track, went into the hospital! Of course I took it personally, had crying fits and shook my fists at the sky going “Why? WHY?” Then I just had to figure out what to do, which was agonizing. Prioritizing and making choices is not my strong suit since I like to say yes to everything. I wanted someone to tell me to stay home, since the thought of going alone kind of terrified me. But my friend, <a href="http://kristenandjennygotoitaly.blogspot.com/2015/02/italy-vs-jennys-brain.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">beatific in her hospital gown and paper brain surgery hat</a>, held my hand and gazed lovingly into my eyes and said, “<em>Kristen, I'll be fine. Do what you need to do.</em>"</div>
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What is it about ADHD that makes it so hard for us, sometimes, to know what we need? Is it that we are so easily distracted and drawn to whatever person or idea is in front of us? Or is it that every emotion, every desire, feels equally important? When the pressure is on, it is even harder to make a decision. Fortunately, after the crying fits, I remembered I DO have some self-sorting skills in my repertoire.</div>
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When I’m out of touch with my inner guidance system, here are the top four things in my toolkit: <strong>talking to friends, talking to my mom, writing, and taking a walk in nature</strong>. My friends were great listeners, but I found myself tallying up their opinions and not hearing my own. When I talked to my mom, I realized I didn’t have enough information yet—and was at least able to decide to postpone my ticket for a day or two rather than canceling it. The next day, I tried to write it through. While writing, I could hear how jumbled my thoughts were; only a walk outside could clear my head.</div>
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Putting one foot in front of the other, as humans have done for millions of years (12 miles per day, on average, according to <em>Brain Rules</em> by John Medina), I was able to tune in to my interest-driven mind, and to hear the smallest voices inside, the ones that hadn’t been clear. I could finally hear what I needed.</div>
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Ultimately, what it came down to were two things, the first being Enzo. I needed to set an example for him of how to move through a hard time, even when it’s super scary and you have to go on faith. I also needed to let him have the experience of time without mom—waking himself up in the morning, feeding himself, taking a few more steps towards being a grown-up.</div>
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And the second one was the tiniest whisper of happiness that called. Even though my heart was broken about visiting art museums, I realized <a href="http://kristenandjennygotoitaly.blogspot.com/2015/02/the-call-of-vesuvius.html" style="color: #18488a;" target="_blank">there was a mountain I wanted to climb</a>. I needed to stick by my dream and celebrate my Nth year of being me!</div>
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In the scene in <em>Young Frankenstein</em> just before Dr. Frankenstein (as played by the hilarious Gene Wilder) turns the monster’s life around, he strokes the bewildered face of his creation (played by the delightful Peter Boyle) and cries out, “If I could <em>just</em> find a <em>way</em> to balance his<em>cerebro-spinal fluid</em>, he would be <em>right as rain</em>!”</div>
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Loud, opinionated voices call it quackery, drowning out those who have experienced positive results.</div>
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I burst out laughing (as one does, watching this comedy classic) because screenwriter Mel Brooks really got that one right! <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/9776.html" style="color: #18488a; text-decoration: underline;" target="_blank">Craniosacral therapy</a> can really sort you out.</div>
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When Enzo fell down the stairs at age three (a long and horrible story that includes an exuberant puppy at the top of the stairs that got between dad and the toddler), I took him to a chiropractor, since a cracked tailbone as a teen had taught me how a good chiropractor can speed up the healing process. The doctor offered to do some<a href="http://www.additudemag.com/resource-center/adhd-treatment-alternatives.html" style="color: #18488a; text-decoration: underline;" target="_blank">Craniosacral therapy</a>. I said <em>what</em>?</div>
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She showed me the picture of a boxer in the midst of getting smashed in the face, and you could see how misshapen his head was. “Our skull has joints,” she explained, “that don’t move very much, but when they get out of whack they can cause a lot of problems.” It really helped Enzo, and he loved the treatment so much he’d often ask me for a head rub before bed. “Do it just like the chiropractor did it,” he would insist.</div>
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It wasn’t until years later, when I was being treated for my <a href="http://www.additudemag.com/adhdblogs/21/10905.html" target="_blank">whiplash n’ concussion</a>, that I learned CST is used, sometimes, for ADHD. This was no surprise to me, since my head always felt so much clearer and less foggy after a treatment. “There was one guy I knew,” the doctor told me as she pressed her fingers into my skull, “who was having so much success helping kids with ADHD that the Ritalin people smeared his business and he had to fight to keep his license.” Which, if it is true, is quite a shame. ADD meds are so powerful and effective and well-established that “The Ritalin People” need not fear natural care. As a matter of fact, they could afford to help the little guys—maybe by funding some blind, controlled scientific studies, to legitimize the truckloads of anecdotal evidence. When physical trauma is at the root of their symptoms, people need true healing.</div>
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I went online when I got home, and did some research on CST and ADHD. There are pages of stories and studies that show CST's positive benefits for hyperactivity, impulsivity, and sensitivity. Of course there are also plenty of studies that show it is ineffective (knock it off, Ritalin People!)—and loud, opinionated voices that call it quackery, drowning out those who have experienced positive results. A few months later, an upper-neck specialist shone some light on why it works sometimes: we have an intricate network of blood vessels where our skull meets our spine. If the top vertebra, the Atlas bone, for example, is twisted (you can sometimes feel a bump on one side or the other), it affects blood flow to the brain, which is why head trauma can cause symptoms resembling ADHD. Sometimes ADHD is genetic, sometimes it is situational/environmental, so obviously CST won’t resolve every case. But there are some stories about there about highly troubled children whose behavioral issues simply disappear once they get their cerebro-spinal fluid balanced.</div>
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Overall, CST is exceptionally gentle, feels good, can’t hurt you, and has many health benefits—it can even help with the common cold. It is safe to use on small children, and a good practitioner will teach you how. Head rubs at night calmed Enzo and helped him sleep. CST can be used instead of or in addition to chiropractic care. I think more people should know about it—especially those who feel they are living with a “monster” they wish were "right as rain."</div>
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